Sunday, September 20, 2009

Left out

Most of the time I am OK with my current state. Some days it does get to me. I love my friends, but I feel like I don't fit in with them some times. I also rarely get sad about being alone. I rarely miss having someone around to have company and to curl on the couch, to talk to, to love. But tonight I did. I know, this too shall pass. I get over it. I move on and I keep doing what I am doing. I know I chose the path I am on. I chose to be single. I chose to not date. I chose this life. I know it gets easier and these days come fewer and fewer.

I am not throwing myself a pity party here. I just needed to get it off of my chest. If I didn't, it would eat me up.

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